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a few demos

by Tough Sell

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We took a walk around the block To give our lungs a break I listen to the things you say And wonder if they’re fake You point out the big dipper And ask me how I’ve been I don’t know what to say cuz I haven’t been listening Yeah lately I don’t take the time to listen to my inner monologue Cuz I’m too damn bogged down by it all And I wish someone else could make the call for me Let weeks and months pass by while I sit up in my room and try not to cry, cuz I’m so damn confused all the time, and I wish someone else could read my mind
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Trap the heat inside of me, I don’t wanna be where you’ve been when I’m gone Trap the heat inside of me, I don’t wanna be where you’ve been when I’m gone Close your eyes, count to three Listen here, baby, I’ve gone crazy, I’m in circles spinning through my mind I thought I’d make it out this time, but baby Trap the heat inside of me, cuz I wanna be overhead when you’re gone Like a tree, shed the leaves, feel the breeze, listen please, cuz I need to feel a sense of peace, or I’m gone Everything you said to me at the back of the bar, before I’d leave, it left a scar, punctured my heart Every time you call for me, I think about the way it bleeds Rip off the scar, tear out my heart I try to make it work, dealing with all this hurt I try to say goodbye, but I can’t, and I won’t apologize Gave you my everything and you threw me in the ring Gave you my everything and you threw away the ring Trap the heat inside of me, I don’t wanna be where you’ve been when I’m gone Trap the heat inside of me, I don’t wanna be where you’ve been when I’m gone Trap the heat inside of me, I don’t wanna be where you’ve been when I’m gone Trap the heat inside of me, I don’t wanna be where you’ve been when I’m gone
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Birthplace of a celestial body—matter reorganized in front of me All these possibilities weigh down on me Stepped on the gas pedal, to get a move on You come on too strong to me Eternity’s enough time for me to move on I tell myself, do I believe it? Cuz I didn’t try to do that And I didn’t know why you do the things you do And maybe I’ll just say that I didn’t know what went down with me and you Construct a cage around me like I need containing, with circumstance to blame, I blame myself Simple pleasures are all twisted up in my head, a simple kiss, but now I’m dead (or so it seems) And, for the record, I’m not doing well—caught under my own spell And maybe one day, I’ll look back on this as well, I might laugh at myself Cuz I didn’t try to do that And I didn’t know why you do the things you do And maybe I’ll just say that I didn’t know what went down with me and you Cuz I didn’t try to do that And I didn’t know why you do the things you do And maybe I’ll just say that I didn’t know what went down with me and you

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Many of my experiences with songwriting have involved using music software to construct songs in a piece-by-piece (or “track-by-track”) fashion. This year, however, I have found myself really connecting with the process of writing songs outside of the computer environment—sitting with a guitar, or at a piano, and seeing what comes up for me in that moment (revolutionary, I know). As a result, I have written a lot of songs that only exist in my head, or scribbled on paper, or typed into my Notes app—they have not yet been recorded. “a few demos” serves as a starting point for my process of archiving some of these songs as more fleshed-out recordings. Creating these sketches has helped me start to visualize the recording and production process more clearly, [loosely] carve out song structures, practice the performances, and reflect on the lyrics as I listen back. I hope you enjoy these demos. More music to come.

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released July 24, 2021

Written, produced, performed, and engineered by Emerson Gaglardi.

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Tough Sell Vancouver, British Columbia

As a songwriter and experimental music producer, Tough Sell draws inspiration from disparate musical genres (folk, pop, noise, electronic) to create works that document, archive, and abstract the places and headspaces she finds herself in.

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